Episode 3: Proteus
3.1 Ineluctable modality of the visible: at least that if no more, thought
3.2 through my eyes. Signatures of all things I am here to read, seaspawn and
3.3 seawrack, the nearing tide, that rusty boot. Snotgreen, bluesilver, rust:
3.4 coloured signs. Limits of the diaphane. But he adds: in bodies. Then he
3.5 was aware of them bodies before of them coloured. How? By knocking his
3.6 sconce against them, sure. Go easy. Bald he was and a millionaire, MAESTRO
3.7 DI COLOR CHE SANNO. Limit of the diaphane in. Why in? Diaphane,
3.8 adiaphane. If you can put your five fingers through it it is a gate, if
3.9 not a door. Shut your eyes and see.
3.10 Stephen closed his eyes to hear his boots crush crackling wrack and
3.11 shells. You are walking through it howsomever. I am, a stride at a time. A
3.12 very short space of time through very short times of space. Five, six: the
3.13 NACHEINANDER. Exactly: and that is the ineluctable modality of the
3.14 audible. Open your eyes. No. Jesus! If I fell over a cliff that beetles
3.15 o'er his base, fell through the NEBENEINANDER ineluctably! I am getting on
3.16 nicely in the dark. My ash sword hangs at my side. Tap with it: they do.
3.17 My two feet in his boots are at the ends of his legs, NEBENEINANDER.
3.18 Sounds solid: made by the mallet of LOS DEMIURGOS. Am I walking into
3.19 eternity along Sandymount strand? Crush, crack, crick, crick. Wild sea
3.20 money. Dominie Deasy kens them a'.
3.21 WON'T YOU COME TO SANDYMOUNT,
3.22 MADELINE THE MARE?
3.23 Rhythm begins, you see. I hear. Acatalectic tetrameter of iambs
3.24 marching. No, agallop: DELINE THE MARE.
3.25 Open your eyes now. I will. One moment. Has all vanished since? If I
3.26 open and am for ever in the black adiaphane. BASTA! I will see if I can see.
3.27 See now. There all the time without you: and ever shall be, world
3.28 without end.3.29They came down the steps from Leahy's terrace prudently,
3.30 FRAUENZIMMER: and down the shelving shore flabbily, their splayed feet
3.31 sinking in the silted sand. Like me, like Algy, coming down to our mighty
3.32 mother. Number one swung lourdily her midwife's bag, the other's gamp
3.33 poked in the beach. From the liberties, out for the day. Mrs Florence
3.34 MacCabe, relict of the late Patk MacCabe, deeply lamented, of Bride
3.35 Street. One of her sisterhood lugged me squealing into life. Creation from nothing.
3.36 What has she in the bag? A misbirth with a trailing navelcord,
3.37 hushed in ruddy wool. The cords of all link back, strandentwining cable of
3.38 all flesh. That is why mystic monks. Will you be as gods? Gaze in your
3.39 OMPHALOS. Hello! Kinch here. Put me on to Edenville. Aleph, alpha: nought,
3.40 nought, one.
3.41 Spouse and helpmate of Adam Kadmon: Heva, naked Eve. She had
3.42 no navel. Gaze. Belly without blemish, bulging big, a buckler of taut
3.43 vellum, no, whiteheaped corn, orient and immortal, standing from
3.44 everlasting to everlasting. Womb of sin.
3.45 Wombed in sin darkness I was too, made not begotten. By them, the
3.46 man with my voice and my eyes and a ghostwoman with ashes on her
3.47 breath. They clasped and sundered, did the coupler's will. From before the
3.48 ages He willed me and now may not will me away or ever. A LEX ETERNA
3.49 stays about Him. Is that then the divine substance wherein Father and Son
3.50 are consubstantial? Where is poor dear Arius to try conclusions? Warring
3.51 his life long upon the contransmagnificandjewbangtantiality. Illstarred
3.52 heresiarch' In a Greek watercloset he breathed his last: euthanasia. With
3.53 beaded mitre and with crozier, stalled upon his throne, widower of a
3.54 widowed see, with upstiffed omophorion, with clotted hinderparts.
3.55 Airs romped round him, nipping and eager airs. They are coming,
3.56 waves. The whitemaned seahorses, champing, brightwindbridled, the steeds
3.57 of Mananaan.
3.58 I mustn't forget his letter for the press. And after? The Ship, half
3.59 twelve. By the way go easy with that money like a good young imbecile.
3.60 Yes, I must
.3.61 His pace slackened. Here. Am I going to aunt Sara's or not? My
3.62 consubstantial father's voice. Did you see anything of your artist brother
3.63 Stephen lately? No? Sure he's not down in Strasburg terrace with his aunt
3.64 Sally? Couldn't he fly a bit higher than that, eh? And and and and tell
3.65 us, Stephen, how is uncle Si? O, weeping God, the things I married into!
3.66 De boys up in de hayloft. The drunken little costdrawer and his brother,
3.67 the cornet player. Highly respectable gondoliers! And skeweyed Walter
3.68 sirring his father, no less! Sir. Yes, sir. No, sir. Jesus wept: and no3.69wonder, by Christ!
3.70 I pull the wheezy bell of their shuttered cottage: and wait. They take
3.71 me for a dun, peer out from a coign of vantage.
3.72 --It's Stephen, sir.
3.73 --Let him in. Let Stephen in.
3.74 A bolt drawn back and Walter welcomes me.
3.75 --We thought you were someone else.
3.76 In his broad bed nuncle Richie, pillowed and blanketed, extends over
3.77 the hillock of his knees a sturdy forearm. Cleanchested. He has washed the
3.78 upper moiety.
3.79 --Morrow, nephew.
3.80 He lays aside the lapboard whereon he drafts his bills of costs for the
3.81 eyes of master Goff and master Shapland Tandy, filing consents and
3.82 common searches and a writ of DUCES TECUM. A bogoak frame over his bald
3.83 head: Wilde's REQUIESCAT. The drone of his misleading whistle brings
3.84 Walter back.
3.85--Yes, sir?
3.86 --Malt for Richie and Stephen, tell mother. Where is she?
3.87 --Bathing Crissie, sir.
3.88 Papa's little bedpal. Lump of love.
3.89 --No, uncle Richie ...
3.90 --Call me Richie. Damn your lithia water. It lowers. Whusky!
3.91 --Uncle Richie, really ...
3.92 --Sit down or by the law Harry I'll knock you down.
3.93 Walter squints vainly for a chair.
3.94 --He has nothing to sit down on, sir.
3.95 --He has nowhere to put it, you mug. Bring in our chippendale chair.
3.96 Would you like a bite of something? None of your damned lawdeedaw airs
3.97 here. The rich of a rasher fried with a herring? Sure? So much the better.
3.98 We have nothing in the house but backache pills.
3.99 ALL'ERTA!
3.100 He drones bars of Ferrando's ARIA DI SORTITA. The grandest number,
3.101 Stephen, in the whole opera. Listen.
3.102 His tuneful whistle sounds again, finely shaded, with rushes of the air,
3.103 his fists bigdrumming on his padded knees.
3.104 This wind is sweeter.
3.105 Houses of decay, mine, his and all. You told the Clongowes gentry
3.106 you had an uncle a judge and an uncle a general in the army. Come out of
3.107 them, Stephen. Beauty is not there. Nor in the stagnant bay of Marsh's
3.108 library where you read the fading prophecies of Joachim Abbas. For
3.109 whom? The hundredheaded rabble of the cathedral close. A hater of his
3.110 kind ran from them to the wood of madness, his mane foaming in the
3.111 moon, his eyeballs stars. Houyhnhnm, horsenostrilled. The oval equine
3.112 faces, Temple, Buck Mulligan, Foxy Campbell, Lanternjaws. Abbas father,--
3.113 furious dean, what offence laid fire to their brains? Paff! DESCENDE,
3.114 CALVE, UT NE AMPLIUS DECALVERIS. A garland of grey hair on his comminated
3.115 head see him me clambering down to the footpace (DESCENDE!), clutching a
3.116 monstrance, basiliskeyed. Get down, baldpoll! A choir gives back menace
3.117 and echo, assisting about the altar's horns, the snorted Latin of
3.118 jackpriests moving burly in their albs, tonsured and oiled and gelded, fat
3.119 with the fat of kidneys of wheat.
3.120 And at the same instant perhaps a priest round the corner is elevating it.
3.121 Dringdring! And two streets off another locking it into a pyx.
3.122 Dringadring! And in a ladychapel another taking housel all to his own
3.123 cheek. Dringdring! Down, up, forward, back. Dan Occam thought of that,
3.124 invincible doctor. A misty English morning the imp hypostasis tickled his
3.125 brain. Bringing his host down and kneeling he heard twine with his second
3.126 bell the first bell in the transept (he is lifting his) and, rising, heard
3.127 (now I am lifting) their two bells (he is kneeling) twang in diphthong.
3.128 Cousin Stephen, you will never be a saint. Isle of saints. You were
3.129 awfully holy, weren't you? You prayed to the Blessed Virgin that you might
3.130 not have a red nose. You prayed to the devil in Serpentine avenue that the
3.131 fubsy widow in front might lift her clothes still more from the wet
3.132 street. O SI, CERTO! Sell your soul for that, do, dyed rags pinned round a
3.133 squaw. More tell me, more still!! On the top of the Howth tram alone
3.134 crying to the rain: Naked women! NAKED WOMEN! What about that, eh?
3.135 What about what? What else were they invented for?
3.136 Reading two pages apiece of seven books every night, eh? I was
3.137 young. You bowed to yourself in the mirror, stepping forward to applause
3.138 earnestly, striking face. Hurray for the Goddamned idiot! Hray! No-one
3.139 saw: tell no-one. Books you were going to write with letters for titles.
3.140 Have you read his F? O yes, but I prefer Q. Yes, but W is wonderful.
3.141 O yes, W. Remember your epiphanies written on green oval leaves, deeply
3.142 deep, copies to be sent if you died to all the great libraries of the
3.143 world, including Alexandria? Someone was to read them there after a few
3.144 thousand years, a mahamanvantara. Pico della Mirandola like. Ay, very like
3.145 a whale. When one reads these strange pages of one long gone one feels
3.146 that one is at one with one who once ...
3.147 The grainy sand had gone from under his feet. His boots trod again a
3.148 damp crackling mast, razorshells, squeaking pebbles, that on the
3.149 unnumbered pebbles beats, wood sieved by the shipworm, lost Armada.
3.150 Unwholesome sandflats waited to suck his treading soles, breathing upward
3.151 sewage breath, a pocket of seaweed smouldered in seafire under a midden
3.152 of man's ashes. He coasted them, walking warily. A porterbottle stood up,
3.153 stogged to its waist, in the cakey sand dough. A sentinel: isle of
3.154 dreadful thirst. Broken hoops on the shore; at the land a maze of dark
3.155 cunning nets; farther away chalkscrawled backdoors and on the higher beach
3.156 a dryingline with two crucified shirts. Ringsend: wigwams of brown
3.157 steersmen and master mariners. Human shells.
3.158 He halted. I have passed the way to aunt Sara's. Am I not going
3.159 there? Seems not. No-one about. He turned northeast and crossed the
3.160 firmer sand towards the Pigeonhouse.
3.161 --QUI VOUS A MIS DANS CETTE FICHUE POSITION?
3.162 --C'EST LE PIGEON, JOSEPH.
3.163 Patrice, home on furlough, lapped warm milk with me in the bar
3.164 MacMahon. Son of the wild goose, Kevin Egan of Paris. My father's a bird,
3.165 he lapped the sweet LAIT CHAUD with pink young tongue, plump bunny's face.
3.166 Lap, LAPIN. He hopes to win in the GROS LOTS. About the nature of women he
3.167 read in Michelet. But he must send me LA VIE DE JESUS by M. Leo Taxil.
3.168 Lent it to his friend.
3.169 --C'EST TORDANT, VOUS SAVEZ. MOI, JE SUIS SOCIALISTE. JE NE CROIS PAS EN
3.170 L'EXISTENCE DE DIEU. FAUT PAS LE DIRE A MON PERE.
3.171 --IL CROIT?
3.172 --MON PERE, OUI.
3.173 SCHLUSS. He laps.
3.174 My Latin quarter hat. God, we simply must dress the character. I
3.175 want puce gloves. You were a student, weren't you? Of what in the other
3.176 devil's name? Paysayenn. P. C. N., you know: PHYSIQUES, CHIMIQUES ET
3.177 NATURELLES. Aha. Eating your groatsworth of MOU EN CIVET, fleshpots of
3.178 Egypt, elbowed by belching cabmen. Just say in the most natural tone:
3.179 when I was in Paris; BOUL' MICH', I used to. Yes, used to carry punched
3.180 tickets to prove an alibi if they arrested you for murder somewhere.
3.181 Justice. On the night of the seventeenth of February 1904 the prisoner was
3.182 seen by two witnesses. Other fellow did it: other me. Hat, tie, overcoat,
3.183 nose. LUI, C'EST MOI. You seem to have enjoyed yourself.
3.184 Proudly walking. Whom were you trying to walk like? Forget: a
3.185 dispossessed. With mother's money order, eight shillings, the banging door
3.186 of the post office slammed in your face by the usher. Hunger toothache.
3.187 ENCORE DEUX MINUTES. Look clock. Must get. FERME. Hired dog! Shoot him
3.188 to bloody bits with a bang shotgun, bits man spattered walls all brass
3.189 buttons. Bits all khrrrrklak in place clack back. Not hurt? O, that's all
3.190 right. Shake hands. See what I meant, see? O, that's all right. Shake a
3.191 shake. O, that's all only all right.
3.192 You were going to do wonders, what? Missionary to Europe after
3.193 fiery Columbanus. Fiacre and Scotus on their creepystools in heaven spilt
3.194 from their pintpots, loudlatinlaughing: EUGE! EUGE! Pretending to speak
3.195 broken English as you dragged your valise, porter threepence, across the
3.196 slimy pier at Newhaven. COMMENT? Rich booty you brought back; LE TUTU,
3.197 five tattered numbers of PANTALON BLANC ET CULOTTE ROUGE; a blue
3.198 French telegram, curiosity to show:
3.199 --Nother dying come home father.
3.200 The aunt thinks you killed your mother. That's why she won't.
3.201 THEN HERE'S A HEALTH TO MULLIGAN'S AUNT
3.202 AND I'LL TELL YOU THE REASON WHY.
3.203 SHE ALWAYS KEPT THINGS DECENT IN
3.204 THE HANNIGAN FAMILEYE.
3.205 His feet marched in sudden proud rhythm over the sand furrows,
3.206 along by the boulders of the south wall. He stared at them proudly, piled
3.207 stone mammoth skulls. Gold light on sea, on sand, on boulders. The sun is
3.208 there, the slender trees, the lemon houses.
3.209 Paris rawly waking, crude sunlight on her lemon streets. Moist pith of
3.210 farls of bread, the froggreen wormwood, her matin incense, court the air.
3.211 Belluomo rises from the bed of his wife's lover's wife, the kerchiefed
3.212 housewife is astir, a saucer of acetic acid in her hand. In Rodot's Yvonne
3.213 and Madeleine newmake their tumbled beauties, shattering with gold teeth
3.214 CHAUSSONS of pastry, their mouths yellowed with the PUS of FLAN BRETON.
3.215 Faces of Paris men go by, their wellpleased pleasers, curled conquistadores.
3.216 Noon slumbers. Kevin Egan rolls gunpowder cigarettes through
3.217 fingers smeared with printer's ink, sipping his green fairy as Patrice his
3.218 white. About us gobblers fork spiced beans down their gullets. UN DEMI
3.219 SETIER! A jet of coffee steam from the burnished caldron. She serves me at
3.220 his beck. IL EST IRLANDAIS. HOLLANDAIS? NON FROMAGE. DEUX IRLANDAIS, NOUS,
3.221 IRLANDE, VOUS SAVEZ AH, OUI! She thought you wanted a cheese HOLLANDAIS.
3.222 Your postprandial, do you know that word? Postprandial. There was a
3.223 fellow I knew once in Barcelona, queer fellow, used to call it his
3.224 postprandial. Well: SLAINTE! Around the slabbed tables the tangle of wined
3.225 breaths and grumbling gorges. His breath hangs over our saucestained
3.226 plates, the green fairy's fang thrusting between his lips. Of Ireland, the
3.227 Dalcassians, of hopes, conspiracies, of Arthur Griffith now, A E,
3.228 pimander, good shepherd of men. To yoke me as his yokefellow, our crimes
3.229 our common cause. You're your father's son. I know the voice. His fustian
3.230 shirt, sanguineflowered, trembles its Spanish tassels at his secrets. M.
3.231 Drumont, famous journalist, Drumont, know what he called queen
3.232 Victoria? Old hag with the yellow teeth. VIEILLE OGRESSE with the DENTS
3.233 JAUNES. Maud Gonne, beautiful woman, LA PATRIE, M. Millevoye, Felix
3.234 Faure, know how he died? Licentious men. The froeken, BONNE A TOUT FAIRE,
3.235 who rubs male nakedness in the bath at Upsala. MOI FAIRE, she said, TOUS
3.236 LES MESSIEURS. Not this MONSIEUR, I said. Most licentious custom. Bath a
3.237 most private thing. I wouldn't let my brother, not even my own brother,
3.238 most lascivious thing. Green eyes, I see you. Fang, I feel. Lascivious people.
3.239 The blue fuse burns deadly between hands and burns clear. Loose
3.240 tobaccoshreds catch fire: a flame and acrid smoke light our corner. Raw
3.241 facebones under his peep of day boy's hat. How the head centre got away,
3.242 authentic version. Got up as a young bride, man, veil, orangeblossoms,
3.243 drove out the road to Malahide. Did, faith. Of lost leaders, the betrayed,
3.244 wild escapes. Disguises, clutched at, gone, not here.
3.245 Spurned lover. I was a strapping young gossoon at that time, I tell
3.246 you. I'll show you my likeness one day. I was, faith. Lover, for her love
3.247 he prowled with colonel Richard Burke, tanist of his sept, under the walls
3.248 of Clerkenwell and, crouching, saw a flame of vengeance hurl them upward
3.249 in the fog. Shattered glass and toppling masonry. In gay Paree he hides,
3.250 Egan of Paris, unsought by any save by me. Making his day's stations, the
3.251 dingy printingcase, his three taverns, the Montmartre lair he sleeps short
3.252 night in, rue de la Goutte-d'Or, damascened with flyblown faces of the
3.253 gone. Loveless, landless, wifeless. She is quite nicey comfy without her
3.254 outcast man, madame in rue Git-le-Coeur, canary and two buck lodgers.
3.255 Peachy cheeks, a zebra skirt, frisky as a young thing's. Spurned and
3.256 undespairing. Tell Pat you saw me, won't you? I wanted to get poor Pat a
3.257 job one time. MON FILS, soldier of France. I taught him to sing THE BOYS
3.258 OF KILKENNY ARE STOUT ROARING BLADES. Know that old lay? I taught Patrice
3.259 that. Old Kilkenny: saint Canice, Strongbow's castle on the Nore. Goes
3.260 like this. O, O. He takes me, Napper Tandy, by the hand.
3.261 O, O THE BOYS OF
3.262 KILKENNY ...
3.263 Weak wasting hand on mine. They have forgotten Kevin Egan, not he
3.264 them. Remembering thee, O Sion.
3.265 He had come nearer the edge of the sea and wet sand slapped his
3.266 boots. The new air greeted him, harping in wild nerves, wind of wild air
3.267 of seeds of brightness. Here, I am not walking out to the Kish lightship,
3.268 am I? He stood suddenly, his feet beginning to sink slowly in the quaking
3.269 soil. Turn back.
3.270 Turning, he scanned the shore south, his feet sinking again slowly in
3.271 new sockets. The cold domed room of the tower waits. Through the
3.272 barbacans the shafts of light are moving ever, slowly ever as my feet are
3.273 sinking, creeping duskward over the dial floor. Blue dusk, nightfall, deep
3.274 blue night. In the darkness of the dome they wait, their pushedback
3.275 chairs, my obelisk valise, around a board of abandoned platters. Who to
3.276 clear it? He has the key. I will not sleep there when this night comes.
3.277 A shut door of a silent tower, entombing their--blind bodies, the
3.278 panthersahib and his pointer. Call: no answer. He lifted his feet up from
3.279 the suck and turned back by the mole of boulders. Take all, keep all. My
3.280 soul walks with me, form of forms. So in the moon's midwatches I pace the
3.281 path above the rocks, in sable silvered, hearing Elsinore's tempting flood.
3.282 The flood is following me. I can watch it flow past from here. Get
3.283 back then by the Poolbeg road to the strand there. He climbed over the
3.284 sedge and eely oarweeds and sat on a stool of rock, resting his ashplant
3.285 in a grike.
3.286 A bloated carcass of a dog lay lolled on bladderwrack. Before him the
3.287 gunwale of a boat, sunk in sand. UN COCHE ENSABLE Louis Veuillot called
3.288 Gautier's prose. These heavy sands are language tide and wind have silted
3.289 here. And these, the stoneheaps of dead builders, a warren of weasel rats.
3.290 Hide gold there. Try it. You have some. Sands and stones. Heavy of the
3.291 past. Sir Lout's toys. Mind you don't get one bang on the ear. I'm the
3.292 bloody well gigant rolls all them bloody well boulders, bones for my
3.293 steppingstones. Feefawfum. I zmellz de bloodz odz an Iridzman.
3.294 A point, live dog, grew into sight running across the sweep of sand.
3.295 Lord, is he going to attack me? Respect his liberty. You will not be
3.296 master of others or their slave. I have my stick. Sit tight. From farther
3.297 away, walking shoreward across from the crested tide, figures, two. The
3.298 two maries. They have tucked it safe mong the bulrushes. Peekaboo. I see
3.299 you. No, the dog. He is running back to them. Who?
3.300 Galleys of the Lochlanns ran here to beach, in quest of prey, their
3.301 bloodbeaked prows riding low on a molten pewter surf. Dane vikings, torcs
3.302 of tomahawks aglitter on their breasts when Malachi wore the collar of
3.303 gold. A school of turlehide whales stranded in hot noon, spouting,
3.304 hobbling in the shallows. Then from the starving cagework city a horde of
3.305 jerkined dwarfs, my people, with flayers' knives, running, scaling,
3.306 hacking in green blubbery whalemeat. Famine, plague and slaughters. Their
3.307 blood is in me, their lusts my waves. I moved among them on the frozen
3.308 Liffey, that I, a changeling, among the spluttering resin fires. I spoke
3.309 to no-one: none to me.
3.310 The dog's bark ran towards him, stopped, ran back. Dog of my
3.311 enemy. I just simply stood pale, silent, bayed about. TERRIBILIA MEDITANS.
3.312 A primrose doublet, fortune's knave, smiled on my fear. For that are you
3.313 pining, the bark of their applause? Pretenders: live their lives. The
3.314 Bruce's brother, Thomas Fitzgerald, silken knight, Perkin Warbeck, York's
3.315 false scion, in breeches of silk of whiterose ivory, wonder of a day, and
3.316 Lambert Simnel, with a tail of nans and sutlers, a scullion crowned. All
3.317 kings' sons. Paradise of pretenders then and now. He saved men from